Jesus Christ.... I know that this future separation will be a bitch, but that doesn't mean I can stop smiling about the current connection. !! ^_^
I am *so* speechless-blind-deaf-drunk-falldown-retarded-insane-stupid-sappy CRAZY in love with this kid.
& I know that a safer, smarter, less emotional girl would be breaking things off right about now. I know that she would be distancing herself and prioritizing her head over her heart. I know that.
{ But I cannot help but keep on fucking adoring him.
This whole amazing feeling HAS TO be worth the pain of a tear-filled break up.
...
& I know, deep down?, it will be. }
♥