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Got a little more bad news today...don't want to elaborate, please understand...
This was followed by my very first panic/anxiety attack
I never knew what they felt like, i've seen people go through them, but I guess I didn't understand.
My chest felt heavy... I started going numb, I could barely breathe, very shakey, and I was generally feeling very wierd...
Luckily it only lasted about 15 minutes and I seem to be okay now..
I think there is just so much going on and so many things are coming at me at so quick of a time span that my mind is giving up on me and my body is taking it's toll as well.
Even though I know for a fact they don't read this I'd like to give out a huge thank you to my parents, the only people aside from MY family who I can really believe in and trust with anything.. Without them I wouldn't have been able to overcome so many obsticles of my life and I'm glad I gave them the ultimate joy of a grand child that loves them so much..
I can't even explain how great it is to see Both my mother and father fall in such love with something i've created.
It's something I wish everyone could feel.
I must shower so I have to cut this short, It's already 7:40 and I have to be up by 1:40 to get to work, so that'll be all for now.
This was followed by my very first panic/anxiety attack
I never knew what they felt like, i've seen people go through them, but I guess I didn't understand.
My chest felt heavy... I started going numb, I could barely breathe, very shakey, and I was generally feeling very wierd...
Luckily it only lasted about 15 minutes and I seem to be okay now..
I think there is just so much going on and so many things are coming at me at so quick of a time span that my mind is giving up on me and my body is taking it's toll as well.
Even though I know for a fact they don't read this I'd like to give out a huge thank you to my parents, the only people aside from MY family who I can really believe in and trust with anything.. Without them I wouldn't have been able to overcome so many obsticles of my life and I'm glad I gave them the ultimate joy of a grand child that loves them so much..
I can't even explain how great it is to see Both my mother and father fall in such love with something i've created.
It's something I wish everyone could feel.
I must shower so I have to cut this short, It's already 7:40 and I have to be up by 1:40 to get to work, so that'll be all for now.