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Apr 24, 2007 19:33

im hating this college shit. having to make a decision i dont want to make. too much paranoia. reality hitting me. feeling stupidy unecessarily paranoid. its unecessary and stupid. i just said that. i hate leaving this comfort zone, i said it two years ago and ill say it again: knowing that life has to change when it feels like its at its best scares the fuck out of me. i know this is all god's plan, but sometimes i wonder if i have approached the last swo years blindly, like how i am approaching my future blindly, i am afraid of what people warn me of is ghoinfg to happen and i do not like how love is influencing my decisions. i hate my mom elling at me right now. i hate not being home. o well.
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