wow, I'M the bitch.

Mar 30, 2004 19:59

looking back on that entry, i think i have some explaining to do. i hate it when i screw up this big.
first of all, everyone should know that i have been absolutely miserable for the last 3 weeks. everything has been taking a toll on me lately and this weekend just pulled the straw (if that is a metephore commonly used?). i let my anger get to me, even though i was praying for peace, my body and mind have just been screaming at me and i couldn't ever relax or let my agressions out.

second of all, i need to apologize to the person who that last entry was directed towards. if you think that person was you (and i'm pretty sure you know who you are) email me, cause i have several things i want to explain/apologize/get out of my system. or talk to me on aim. that would work better. obviously i take back the whole "don't speak to me again" part. and the "i'm filled with such hatred" part. i didn't hate you. i was being so called "oversensitive." you were just the one i took it out on. which was wrong of me.

third of all, jesus/god/holyghost/trinity/them working through people was practically the only thing that got me through these last 3 weeks. i reached a point of complete peace today and i owe it to them. praise god!
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