I need a miracle at this point.
6, 332 words into my Big Bang...and now might be the time to accept that this might not, after all, be my Big Bang--because it's DUE TOMORROW and I have 14,000 words to go. And I'm exhausted and need to sleep if I don't want to make myself sick.
I hate, freaking hate, my procrastination. I know it's my own fault and that I kept getting distracted (plus, hi, writer's block) but...ugh. I want to FINISH this. I really want to turn this in.
And I'm not seeing that happening.
I'll still write it...but it won't get some nice art to go with it, and I'll feel like a loser for not finishing and....AGH. I have to, absolutely have to finish. Maybe I can take my laptop to school and work on it during lunch tomorrow? And I could skip P.E., even if that is the shitty bad girl thing to do and I've never skipped a class in my life. And then if I write as soon as I come home from work up until 11:58 PM....well, I could potentially finish.
And yes, I am fully aware that taking the time to type up this LJ entry is retarded, but I NEEDED A BREAK, OK?
-fumes-
Ok. I'm going to try to churn out at least two more pages, maybe three, before I go to bed. That's if I don't fall over onto the keyboard first, haha. I'm so ridiculous.
I hate, freaking hate, my procrastination. I know it's my own fault and that I kept getting distracted (plus, hi, writer's block) but...ugh. I want to FINISH this. I really want to turn this in.
And I'm not seeing that happening.
I'll still write it...but it won't get some nice art to go with it, and I'll feel like a loser for not finishing and....AGH. I have to, absolutely have to finish. Maybe I can take my laptop to school and work on it during lunch tomorrow? And I could skip P.E., even if that is the shitty bad girl thing to do and I've never skipped a class in my life. And then if I write as soon as I come home from work up until 11:58 PM....well, I could potentially finish.
And yes, I am fully aware that taking the time to type up this LJ entry is retarded, but I NEEDED A BREAK, OK?
-fumes-
Ok. I'm going to try to churn out at least two more pages, maybe three, before I go to bed. That's if I don't fall over onto the keyboard first, haha. I'm so ridiculous.