I'm incredibly bored.
From
shinyboots:
These lyrics describe...
Yourself:
...I don't envy you, I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one...
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover,
I'm a child, I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,
I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your hell, I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between,
You know you wouldn't want it any other way.
--"Bitch," Meredith Brooks
Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.
--"Fix You" by Coldplay
Your relationship with your mom:
Her face is a map of the world, is a map of the world,
You can see she's a beautiful girl, she's a beautiful girl,
and everything around her is a silver pool of light,
the people who surround her feel the benefit of it...
she holds you captivated in her path...
Suddenly I see, this is what I wanna be...
--"Suddenly I See," KT Tunstall.
Stop telling me what to do,
Don't treat me like a child of two,
I know that you want what's best,
but Mother please....
GIVE IT A REST!
--"Mama, I'm a Big Girl Now," Hairspray
Your relationship with your dad:
I am no Superman
I have no reasons for you
I am no hero,
Oh, that's for sure
But I do know one thing--
Is where you are is where I belong
I do know where you go....
Is where I want to be.
Where are you going?
Where do you go?
--"Where Are You Going," Dave Matthews.
Your relationship with your best friend:
For all the Quirkies:
I've heard it said,
that people come into our lives for a reason,
bringing something we must learn,
and we are led to those who help us most to grow,
if we let them, and we help them in return.
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true,
but I know I'm who I am today because I knew you.
Like a comet pulled from orbit, as it passes a sun,
Like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood,
who can say if I've been changed for the better, but...
because I knew you...
I have been changed for good.
--"For Good," Wicked
A past relationship:
I am thinking it's a sign
that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned,
and I'd have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes
like puzzle pieces from the clay.
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this
that catch my troubled head when you're away and I'm missing you to death....
...They will see us waving from such great heights, come down now, they'll say....
--"Such Great Heights," The Postal Service
Your current relationship:
I know I said I loved you but I'm thinking I was wrong,
I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young,
and I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs.
but a guy that I could never get 'cause his girlfriend was pretty fit
and everyone who knew her loved her so.
and I made you leave her for me and now I'm feeling pretty mean,
but my mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know.
Maybe I should give up, give in,
give up trying to be thin,
give up and turn into my mother,
god knows I love her.
and I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state,
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware.
I would never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again.
So we stayed up late one night to try and get our problems right,
but I couldn't get into his head just what was going through my mind...
--"New Romantic," Laura Marling.
Your school:
They kicked me out of the parade,
I guess I had too much to say,
I couldn't bear to fit myself inside the lines,
and I have wasted all this time just tryin'.
Those pretty boys and pretty girls
live in their pretty plastic world,
they're so convinced that everything is black and white,
that we are wrong and they are right,
they always told us not to fight,
kept ups grounded when we should be flyin'.
...they can have their walls,
the universe has bigger plans for you and I,
so baby hold up your head, don't ever let 'em see you cry.
--"From the Sky," Saving Jane
A traumatic event in your life:
I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
--"Dance, Dance," Fall Out Boy
Though I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
she felt it every day.
And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again...
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems....don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home,
that's where she lies....broken inside....
--"Nobody's Home," Avril Lavigne
How you live:
My hair's a wreck,
mascara runs.
My feet get dirty, and my skin burns in the sun.
My lips they bleed, but i still sing my songs.
Takes me a minute to admit it when I'm wrong.
Pretty is as pretty does,
but pretty's not my thing.
This is what you get,
this is who I am.
Take me now or leave me,
anyway you can.
Sometimes I trip and fall,
but I know where i stand.
And if you're thinking about changing my direction...
don't mess with imperfection.
--"Imperfection," Saving Jane
Your life:
Blackbird singing in the dead of night,
take these broken wings and learn to fly,
all your life....you were only waiting for this moment to arise.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night,
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see,
all your life....you were only waiting for this moment to be free.
Blackbird, fly...blackbird, fly....
Into the line of a dark black night.
--"Blackbird," The Beatles
Your death:
If heaven and hell decide,
illuminate the 'no's' on their vacancy signs,
if there's no one beside me when your soul embarks,
then I'll follow you into the dark.
--"I'll Follow You Into the Dark," Death Cab for Cutie
Your attitude towards life:
And I wake up, put on my make-up,
pick up the phone, nobody's home,
I need to break-out, get me some take-out,
stand inside a crowd, I wanna scream aloud,
that I'll be ok...and I'll be ok.
--"Tomorrow," Lillix
Whew, that was a little longer than I thought.
So basically, I'm wasting an entire day again just trying to get rid of this stupid cold. I think I'm going to go to the drumline championships this afternoon--Sara and Ned are both in it, and Adam, Vi, Allie, and Katie are going, too, so it's probably going to be pretty fun. I feel like getting in the car and driving--nowhere in particualr, just....I don't know. Going through the drive-through at Cole & Park's. Sitting in the car wash. I haven't driven in over a week because Dad's had the car, and I'm like going through withdrawal lol.
I'll probably be back later. I'm having such a lazy weekend, it's like all I can do is rest and try to recover from last week. I'm so glad that we only have three days of school this week, and then Spring Break starts. xD