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[that_girl_420]

all ic an think of is the way you treated me
your ability to take everythign away from me
my pride my happiness my composure
your ability to make me feel so worthless
Im beginning to think that this was all jsut a
game to you
I can't believe it lasted this long
with how much we fought
You stripeed me of everything
and left me with nothing but
this pain
i gave to much in this relationship
and I cared way to much
for someone who never cared for me at all
You couldn't control your anger
you coudln't control your addictions
your constant form of neglect
i couldn't take it anymore
but i still hung in there
and one mistake that I made that
regreted after
you can't forgive me, you pride was
burned once and its all over
but are you ignoring the times
when you said all of the hurtful words to me
and made me cry and feel worthless
why you sat back intoxicated and
sat in silence
that you get some sort of thrill out of this
to watch me hate myself