cant stress the single thing enough!
well lets see it has been...? hmm 12 days of being single.
and i love it!and this one goes out to you big boy, because i know you will read it, because you have nothing better to do other then scream and yell and swear at me about things that you are making up in your mind...which is by the way the exact reason i would never want to be with you again...your probably the second worst thing that has ever happen to my life...and im just so happy that it was only 2 1/2 years of my younger years in life...honestly, im sorry, i dont know what i was thinking when i would talk about being with a someone like you for the rest of my life. i think back and now days its really hard for me to but i can still from time to time think about all the wonderful things we had together, and it hurts me so much to see what things have become, i can honestly say i miss everything good we had. i mean hell who wouldnt in a relationship that long, but the thing is, the only way to get you to get over me...is to upset you enough to want to hate me forever, otherwise nothing will work. it wont work because everything about us is an unhealthy relationship...theres no hope, and you are an impossible person to deal with. im short and simple and to the point...no swearing no making up stories, no screaming and flipping out, all i want are my things. and i have some things you want and i just dont see why we cant just give them back and move on. you like prolonging this for some reason...and really bobby when we were together you were the important thing in my life, all i ever wanted to do was please you and love you and get along with you, but things just some how got in the way. just letting you know that none of this would have to be happening right now if you would have just thought about things before you would blow up at me and just calmed down...because i loved you more then anyone in the world...i just hope you know and remember that, our lives could be different right now.
im sorry to all the other people who took the time to read this, ill post something better later!
adios amigos!
B...!
and i love it!and this one goes out to you big boy, because i know you will read it, because you have nothing better to do other then scream and yell and swear at me about things that you are making up in your mind...which is by the way the exact reason i would never want to be with you again...your probably the second worst thing that has ever happen to my life...and im just so happy that it was only 2 1/2 years of my younger years in life...honestly, im sorry, i dont know what i was thinking when i would talk about being with a someone like you for the rest of my life. i think back and now days its really hard for me to but i can still from time to time think about all the wonderful things we had together, and it hurts me so much to see what things have become, i can honestly say i miss everything good we had. i mean hell who wouldnt in a relationship that long, but the thing is, the only way to get you to get over me...is to upset you enough to want to hate me forever, otherwise nothing will work. it wont work because everything about us is an unhealthy relationship...theres no hope, and you are an impossible person to deal with. im short and simple and to the point...no swearing no making up stories, no screaming and flipping out, all i want are my things. and i have some things you want and i just dont see why we cant just give them back and move on. you like prolonging this for some reason...and really bobby when we were together you were the important thing in my life, all i ever wanted to do was please you and love you and get along with you, but things just some how got in the way. just letting you know that none of this would have to be happening right now if you would have just thought about things before you would blow up at me and just calmed down...because i loved you more then anyone in the world...i just hope you know and remember that, our lives could be different right now.
im sorry to all the other people who took the time to read this, ill post something better later!
adios amigos!
B...!