Strut my stuff and yes I flaunt it; goodies make the boys jump on it.
Man I have to write my dream in here before I forget it. It was so crazy. The first part of my dream I was with Andy(swoon). We were at this trashy ass bar and found a room in the back and started going at it. Next thing you know we start to have sex then we realize that we don't have a condom. So he goes and gets one and comes back. We start goin at it again but then all these people come walking in and interrupt us(grr).
And then my dream switches over to my apartment. I had this huge ass house party and it was a good time. Then all these black guys show up that I have never seen before. One of them pulls out a gun and starts shooting at this guy. I can picture it so clearly. He pulls out a small gun, aims it at the guy's groin and starts shooting. I grab my phone and run behind a couch and just closed my eyes and cried. Then I woke up in my bed and opened my door up. The murderer and his friends were still there and my house was covered in blood. And they flooded my house, too. So I hid in my closet and tried to call the police but I couldn't get through. So I called my sister and told her to call the cops. But then the murderer guy came in and aimed his gun at me and was like, you need to stay here or I'm gonna shoot you. Somehow I managed to leave and I just ran. I was barefoot in my pajamas. The black guys chased after me but I lost them.
I was running to my sister's house. My sister's house is only a few blocks away; but it was taking me forever to get there. I was screaming Help! but no one would listen to me. And I just kept on running, and I was going in slow motion. I never did get to my sister's. Well I don't know if I would've but I woke up b/c someone was knocking at my door. And another part of my dream Brandon was in there and I was putting him down for a nap. He has a bed now; but in my dream he was in a crib. He kept arguing with me b/c I wanted to put the rail up and he didn't like it. So he got out of his crib and was looking out the window. Then that scary Leprachaun thing from the movies showed up. He tried scaring Brandon but he just laughed in his face.
Crazy ass shit I tell you. And yeah, hello journal?? I haven't written in this thing in a hella long time. I actually don't have much time right now cuz I'm gonna go for a walk with Shannon once she calls me. And I'm so starving. Dude it was awesome; I only spent like $8 @ Saucy's last night. Saweeeeet. Andy was buying pitchers and he never lets me pay for drinks. He's such a fucking sweetheart. He better be getting me something for Valentine's Day. But if not it's understandable b/c I really don't know what "we" are....if we're together or just seeing eachother. Meh I don't care right now. He makes me smile and every time I'm with him I'm the happiest. ::Sigh:: I won't get to see him tonight though :( I'm going with the girls up to Green Bay(I smell trouble), and he's working till four and is probably just staying home tonight b/c he has to help his twin brother move tomorrrow morning. So hmm. I smell like tanning oil.
Randomness:
-Shannon and I worked out at the Y on Thursday. Was the greatness..we got a discount b/c the lady thought we were highschool students. Sweet.
-Work is going pretty good considering I've been getting between 3-6hrs of sleep a night. I'm still kicking ass.
-I finallly got my dress paid off. I can't wait to wear it.
-I can't wait to get my taxes back. Cha ching bitches.
-I have to call Ben and apologize for calling him drunk at 2am. He was sleeping and had to work at 7am. OooOoOops.
-I'm moving pretty soon. Two weeks actually. I can't wait. Fuck this apartment.
-Kristy is out of the hospital and is back home. Angie and her are hanging out now; I didn't even get one phone call. Fuck it. Things will never be the same. The damage has been done.
Hmm I need things from the store..but what? Shit...
And then my dream switches over to my apartment. I had this huge ass house party and it was a good time. Then all these black guys show up that I have never seen before. One of them pulls out a gun and starts shooting at this guy. I can picture it so clearly. He pulls out a small gun, aims it at the guy's groin and starts shooting. I grab my phone and run behind a couch and just closed my eyes and cried. Then I woke up in my bed and opened my door up. The murderer and his friends were still there and my house was covered in blood. And they flooded my house, too. So I hid in my closet and tried to call the police but I couldn't get through. So I called my sister and told her to call the cops. But then the murderer guy came in and aimed his gun at me and was like, you need to stay here or I'm gonna shoot you. Somehow I managed to leave and I just ran. I was barefoot in my pajamas. The black guys chased after me but I lost them.
I was running to my sister's house. My sister's house is only a few blocks away; but it was taking me forever to get there. I was screaming Help! but no one would listen to me. And I just kept on running, and I was going in slow motion. I never did get to my sister's. Well I don't know if I would've but I woke up b/c someone was knocking at my door. And another part of my dream Brandon was in there and I was putting him down for a nap. He has a bed now; but in my dream he was in a crib. He kept arguing with me b/c I wanted to put the rail up and he didn't like it. So he got out of his crib and was looking out the window. Then that scary Leprachaun thing from the movies showed up. He tried scaring Brandon but he just laughed in his face.
Crazy ass shit I tell you. And yeah, hello journal?? I haven't written in this thing in a hella long time. I actually don't have much time right now cuz I'm gonna go for a walk with Shannon once she calls me. And I'm so starving. Dude it was awesome; I only spent like $8 @ Saucy's last night. Saweeeeet. Andy was buying pitchers and he never lets me pay for drinks. He's such a fucking sweetheart. He better be getting me something for Valentine's Day. But if not it's understandable b/c I really don't know what "we" are....if we're together or just seeing eachother. Meh I don't care right now. He makes me smile and every time I'm with him I'm the happiest. ::Sigh:: I won't get to see him tonight though :( I'm going with the girls up to Green Bay(I smell trouble), and he's working till four and is probably just staying home tonight b/c he has to help his twin brother move tomorrrow morning. So hmm. I smell like tanning oil.
Randomness:
-Shannon and I worked out at the Y on Thursday. Was the greatness..we got a discount b/c the lady thought we were highschool students. Sweet.
-Work is going pretty good considering I've been getting between 3-6hrs of sleep a night. I'm still kicking ass.
-I finallly got my dress paid off. I can't wait to wear it.
-I can't wait to get my taxes back. Cha ching bitches.
-I have to call Ben and apologize for calling him drunk at 2am. He was sleeping and had to work at 7am. OooOoOops.
-I'm moving pretty soon. Two weeks actually. I can't wait. Fuck this apartment.
-Kristy is out of the hospital and is back home. Angie and her are hanging out now; I didn't even get one phone call. Fuck it. Things will never be the same. The damage has been done.
Hmm I need things from the store..but what? Shit...