Interesting news
My Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays are usually spent around Angela's friend... we'll call here Melissa. Melissa and I have classes at the same times, so we walk to some classes together and every day, we meet together for lunch. Normally we just eat and talk about crap, but today was quite different. I got news that really shocked me. I won't do the dirty deed and tell the whole internet what the news is. Even though I'm using an alias, I don't feel that this information needs to be shared. Just know that it was very big and very shocking news. You can probably find out what I'm talking about based on the context of what I say, anyways. I didn't know how to respond to her when she told me this news. Of course I want to support her. She's my friend. She's been there for me. I've trusted her with information that nobody else at UM knows about me. So it's only right for me to support her. But how far can my support really go? I try to be religious and follow the word of God as much as I can. The news she gave me conflicts with my beliefs. Don't doubt for a second that I'd choose anything over God, but am I really choosing one over the other. I guess it's kinda like my take on the War on Terrorism. As strange of an analogy as that may seem... I don't like the war, but I still support the troops. Anyways, she's one of those girls from the last entry that I liked. We became good friends, but I didn't expect us to be such close friends. She told me that only like 5 people know this news. It was strange to have someone open up to me like that. When she told me the news, looking me in the eyes with a saddened look upon her face, I wanted to do nothing else but just grab her hand, let her know that I'm there for her. But that would be overstepping the bounds of frienship. Maybe going a bit too fast for only a friendship. So I held myself back, but very regretfully. I don't know, it just seemed that she looked so saddened, hurt, empty, vulnerable. Well, it's time for me to head on out.