An insightful entry for once...

[tharealdeal]

Have I fallen into depression again? No, it's not that extreme, and I hope it never really gets to be like that again. That's one point in my life that I would prefer not to visit again. But yes, sadness has struck Johann once again. Where does this sadness come from? Many many things. Unhappiness with lots of things. All this unhappiness got me to

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[crashlee]

ya know, reading this WHOLE entire entry, we have SO much in common it isn't even funny. its crazy how you talk like this about yourself yet you're an amazing person and THAT should be what you're basing your opinion on. who the fuck really cares what other people think or say, as long as you love yourself you're gunna make it, i promise. i never ever had condfidence. I was the big girl that always got picked on and always had a comment shot towards her, but all the nights i cried myself to sleep and all the times i tried to change i thought to myself one thing. why am i trying to change for these people? i am who i am for a reason and if they can't accept that, fuck em'. i started to gradually stick up for myself and letting everyone know that they are only making me stronger and it was the best thing i could ever do. there are always going to be people out there that try to bring you down only because they are low themselves and thats their way of dealing. down let these people bring you along with them. stay strong cause i know you can do it. i know we haven't talked that many times or that often at all, but i can truly say of the times we've talked, you're an amazing person with alot going for you. so who cares if one girl snubs you off, that girl isn't the only girl in the world. there are plenty of girls out there that are going to love you for only you and not care, and when that girl comes along she's going to be one lucky person to have you. i promise you'll make it through this. for the weight issue, i just dropped Pop, and if i drink pop its Diet. don't eat junk or fatty foods (fast food, greasy food) and try to portion your meals. don't load your plate up, take small portions of things and then you can have a variety and still be healthy. drink lots of water because it cleans your system out. and if you aren't losing weight, it could be something physical so just keep getting it checked out. i really hope we can talk somehow other then a comment over livejournal...my email is crashley_30@hotmail.com if it matters... keep your head up and stay strong!
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