"truth be told... i miss you"
eh.
Home.
Tired. Nauseous. Lonely. and have a Migraine.
Loveliness. *sarcasm*
Been with Joseph since... wow. A long time it seems. haha. And now i'm finally home, and sitting in a house potent with kerosene from the heater since the propane is gone... And its not making me feel so well.
I'm attempting to get as much laundry done as possible before Heather and Kevin get home because they get .. eh. Kevin gets rather pissy if someones doing a lot of laundry, which is rather lame. Apparently thats the only reason i come home, according to Heather. To shower, and do laundry.
I was accepted to FLCC, but now ive got to find my GED in order to be fully accepted and start the whole financial aid whatnot... Living in Canandaguia is really not looking so great for the fact that i'm going to be so far away from him........ so i'm... debating it now.
Plus i have no ambition to look for my GED at the moment...
Waiting to hear from Beam to see if she still wants to hang out sometime before she goes. She mentioned something about the Roost tonight, but i dont really know if im feeling it. I think i basically just want to lay down and go to bed, but i cant due to laundry...
So he saw me cry for the first time... a couple times the other night.. My tooth.. teeth are becoming such an extreme burden to me... I believe i have some sort of infection, but i have never had pain like that before in my entire life. To have it where its a constant stabbing pain on the entire left side of my jaw, both top and bottom teeth, all the way to the front and as well as my left ear and left cheekbone. NEVER EVER has it hurt that badly.... Im literally praying that it wont happen again. Still aches but nowhere near as bad.
*sigh*
Its only been like.. 2 hours and i miss him.
How lame am i becoming?! ;)
He was sweet this morning. Woke me up and brought me a cup of coffee. He makes me very .. very happy.
and.. i kicked his ass in scrabble. :)
Home.
Tired. Nauseous. Lonely. and have a Migraine.
Loveliness. *sarcasm*
Been with Joseph since... wow. A long time it seems. haha. And now i'm finally home, and sitting in a house potent with kerosene from the heater since the propane is gone... And its not making me feel so well.
I'm attempting to get as much laundry done as possible before Heather and Kevin get home because they get .. eh. Kevin gets rather pissy if someones doing a lot of laundry, which is rather lame. Apparently thats the only reason i come home, according to Heather. To shower, and do laundry.
I was accepted to FLCC, but now ive got to find my GED in order to be fully accepted and start the whole financial aid whatnot... Living in Canandaguia is really not looking so great for the fact that i'm going to be so far away from him........ so i'm... debating it now.
Plus i have no ambition to look for my GED at the moment...
Waiting to hear from Beam to see if she still wants to hang out sometime before she goes. She mentioned something about the Roost tonight, but i dont really know if im feeling it. I think i basically just want to lay down and go to bed, but i cant due to laundry...
So he saw me cry for the first time... a couple times the other night.. My tooth.. teeth are becoming such an extreme burden to me... I believe i have some sort of infection, but i have never had pain like that before in my entire life. To have it where its a constant stabbing pain on the entire left side of my jaw, both top and bottom teeth, all the way to the front and as well as my left ear and left cheekbone. NEVER EVER has it hurt that badly.... Im literally praying that it wont happen again. Still aches but nowhere near as bad.
*sigh*
Its only been like.. 2 hours and i miss him.
How lame am i becoming?! ;)
He was sweet this morning. Woke me up and brought me a cup of coffee. He makes me very .. very happy.
and.. i kicked his ass in scrabble. :)