I miss you...
I miss you. Not as often or as badly as I have. But I miss you.
I dreamed about you last night. I don't remember much. But in my dream, you smiled at me. You started the conversation, and it lasted for a long time. Not two minutes. In my dream you cared. You let me be me. In my dream it didn't matter who else was there. I was still important.
I didn't really think twice of it until I came across a list today. I made it after our first mission trip. And it was all the reasons I loved you. I wish I could say "emphasis on the tense", but I can't. I still love you. Differently, of course. We all know that. And certainly from a distance. But I still worry about you. I also worry when I think of you, if only because it reminds me how little I think of you.
I'm sure by tomorrow I'll be over it. Just... wanted to get this out there. Even though I doubt you'll ever see it.
Bye.
I dreamed about you last night. I don't remember much. But in my dream, you smiled at me. You started the conversation, and it lasted for a long time. Not two minutes. In my dream you cared. You let me be me. In my dream it didn't matter who else was there. I was still important.
I didn't really think twice of it until I came across a list today. I made it after our first mission trip. And it was all the reasons I loved you. I wish I could say "emphasis on the tense", but I can't. I still love you. Differently, of course. We all know that. And certainly from a distance. But I still worry about you. I also worry when I think of you, if only because it reminds me how little I think of you.
I'm sure by tomorrow I'll be over it. Just... wanted to get this out there. Even though I doubt you'll ever see it.
Bye.