Been over a year...

[thai_in_yo_eye]

I'll skip an update and just say whats been on my mind..
You make life seem simple.
You make life difficult for me.
And its not anything that you have done.
Its all in my head.
I need to stop my thoughts.
I need to stiffle the feelings.
You have many quailities that I wish I had.
You have some of the same quailities that I find to be the best in myself.
Too alike, To different.
Your paradoxal.
Your simple.
I need you out of my head.
Yet I want you in my bed.
Sorry its true.
I think too much.
I think rapidly.
I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck between right and wrong.
Left and right.
Up and down.
Your thoughts awaken things I thought were dead.
You could change the world some day.
I think highly of you.
Yet you think so lowly of yourself.