Meh

[thacrayzeone]

I have come to the conclusion that it sucks only having $128.47 left to your name, and doing and saying something horrible to the ones you love most and who have been there since day one and who have done everything in their power to help me in everyway possible has come to an end. That's right. One week from today the house I have spent the last

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[anonymous]

Wow sucks to be you. 1st of all, your life would be much better if you quit being dramatic. Evidently you do realize that you must grow up. It comes a time in life when you have to realize that nobody else can make your life better except yourself. Everybody who loves you and cares about you, you seem to push away. You have people in your life who do care about you, your family and one specific other person (no names) who loves you for "you". Treat those people right and you would be surprised how much more easier your life could be. Life is what you make it, if you make life miserable, its gonna be that way. Your attitude and anger has a big contribution why you are miserable. Change that and everything will be better. You have alot of things going on in your life right now which makes you feel like nothing is gonna be ok. If your attitude doesn't change it "won't" be ok. Actually it could make things worse. Only you can change how you are, nobody else. I hope you chose the right path in life now, because if you don't, you will be miserable with yourself. Who ever gave you the advice about treating people how you want to be treated hit the nail on the head. Good luck, and remember you are a "good, loving person"

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[anonymous]

I agree with most of what this person said Chris....SO many people do love you and you know that I do too...There is alot going on in your life right now, and honestly I don't know what I would do if I was in your footsteps. I really hope that you will be able to choose the right path in life and I think you will make it through all of this in time.

I love you babe!

<3 Megan

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[thacrayzeone]

I'm tryin to get on the right path, and as soon as it feels like life is going fine, I think back to that one day and how I made a big mistake and if I could take it back I would. Im happy one minute, and then its like how can you be happy when all this stuff you've done and said to loved ones should make you realize what u did.

Tuff..

[thacrayzeone]

Ok mom, first of all you've always told me "treat other how you want to be treated". I guess this past month its come to show that the way I treat people reflects on others and I get treated the same way. I now understand why you yell, scream, and holler its because you r giving me a taste of my own medicine. I don't know if I am right but thats what I think. Our talk today really helped a lot, and I don't know what I would do, where I'd be or what I would be doing right now if it weren't for you and dad. Thanks. I love you guys even if you think I don't. Nobody has been there by my side more than you guys have.