I don't know...
My heart hurts...IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never felt like this and personally...i hate it. I long for compassion but i can't get it. Why can't i find love God? When someone says their actions will speak how they feel for one u'll expect somthing won't u. if i made a promise to kim she would expect it to go through...told her if i was gonna b somewhere at a certain time she'll expect me to b there 5 minutes early. y can't i have the simple things? to caress her hair, touch her, or kiss her...I can't ask fo advise from anyone on this fuckin website because they're kim's friends first and mine for the fact i date kim...i just don't know... cherish her and love her so much...or maybe i'm overdoin it...