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Y the hell do i feel like this? I feel that I'm goin no where w/ my girl. I know she cares but how much? Did I already push her to the point where she doesn't love me anymore? Do I care/ worry too much? I want to talk to her...to have open communication w/ her cause she says she feels she can't talk to me. I know it's a year and a half but sumthin's wrong...maybe it's me...I expect too much from her. What about her? What does she expect and want from me? People constantly telling her that we gonna get tired of each other, and are simply disgusted that we are still together and we're goin to the same school. Let me put this on the record...SAVANNAH STATE HAS NOHTING TO OFFER ME!!! NO MONEY, OR A WAY TO GET MONEY! I started applying to A&M in December. Corrin suggested that I go there w/ him to pursue my track career. I didn't take it seriously until my girl told me she was applying there as well cause her mom wouldn't let her apply to Armstrong and my girl didn't want to go to FAMU. I hate parents that try to live through their children. LET THEM BE WHOEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT TO BE. MAKE THEM ANYTHING ELSE AND THEY WILL HATE YOU FOR THAT. And another thing to all the questioning haters WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A YEAR AND A HALF...WE'RE PAST THE ENFATUATION PHASE!!! WE'RE IN LOVE. At least I am. It's not even the fact that I feel that I'm goin no where w/ my girl. It's like when u can tell someone's guarded and u can feel the barrier between u...baby let it down for me. I will never hurt u...give me a chance...