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What's with you today???
What's with today, today?
Yes. So it's my last day here in Livermore. My last day in the town that I was born in and grew up in all my 21 years of life. I'll be leaving the house I came home from the hospital to, the schools I attended, the friends I've made and yes, even my family.
This whole transition I have found myself being the most sure and positive one... but now things have kind of switched where I am now the scared and nervous one. John seems more sure about this than I do lol and that's saying a lot because not too long ago he was in my place.
I just don't want to leave my family behind, you know? Especially my dad and my sister.
My mom will be fine, she may cry a little tomorrow, but she'll find some way to justify the fact that I have left her and not that I am moving up the ladder of life.
My dad, I fear, may be missed most. And not that I am closest to him, but that he now won't have someone coming home every night to talk to about the latest technology or share his crazy mad-scientist ideas with... it makes me sad to think of him keeping all his thoughts inside just because my mom doesn't care about what he has to say. But there is such thing as the telephone, I guess.
So today I head out to my last day at Trader Joe's #208.
And my last day as a Livermorian.
What's with today, today?
Yes. So it's my last day here in Livermore. My last day in the town that I was born in and grew up in all my 21 years of life. I'll be leaving the house I came home from the hospital to, the schools I attended, the friends I've made and yes, even my family.
This whole transition I have found myself being the most sure and positive one... but now things have kind of switched where I am now the scared and nervous one. John seems more sure about this than I do lol and that's saying a lot because not too long ago he was in my place.
I just don't want to leave my family behind, you know? Especially my dad and my sister.
My mom will be fine, she may cry a little tomorrow, but she'll find some way to justify the fact that I have left her and not that I am moving up the ladder of life.
My dad, I fear, may be missed most. And not that I am closest to him, but that he now won't have someone coming home every night to talk to about the latest technology or share his crazy mad-scientist ideas with... it makes me sad to think of him keeping all his thoughts inside just because my mom doesn't care about what he has to say. But there is such thing as the telephone, I guess.
So today I head out to my last day at Trader Joe's #208.
And my last day as a Livermorian.