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Today is ok.. i guess. I talked to Mike last night about the "situation" Yeah, I still have to tell him no. Taht bothers me. But I guess I will live with it? I don't know yet.
I saw Joey today. First time since we stopped being friends. It was awkward. I was so use to just running up and giving him a big hug, that I had to remind myself that I couldn't do that. It was odd, but I got through. I wanted to cry so bad though. Knowing that we aren't the friends that we use to be hurts.. alot. I guess I will have to wait until I move to orlando to try again.
Anyways, this is a song I know. Its from Pillar. They are christian, but I think it fits for you and me.
It seems just like yesterday
Was the first time that I heard you call my name?
Since then so much has changed
I’m still the same man that I was before
Knowing that I could be without anything
Scares me away from being alone
Now that I know what’s going on
I can look back and see you
I made you wait as I turned away
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
I don’t know if I’ll ever know
Exactly how much that I hurt you
Knowing that hurts me everyday
If I could rewind I would take it away
And not make you wait
And I won’t walk away
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
I wanna take back all those lies
I wanna take back all those times
I wanna show you with my life
That I am here for you
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
I saw Joey today. First time since we stopped being friends. It was awkward. I was so use to just running up and giving him a big hug, that I had to remind myself that I couldn't do that. It was odd, but I got through. I wanted to cry so bad though. Knowing that we aren't the friends that we use to be hurts.. alot. I guess I will have to wait until I move to orlando to try again.
Anyways, this is a song I know. Its from Pillar. They are christian, but I think it fits for you and me.
It seems just like yesterday
Was the first time that I heard you call my name?
Since then so much has changed
I’m still the same man that I was before
Knowing that I could be without anything
Scares me away from being alone
Now that I know what’s going on
I can look back and see you
I made you wait as I turned away
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
I don’t know if I’ll ever know
Exactly how much that I hurt you
Knowing that hurts me everyday
If I could rewind I would take it away
And not make you wait
And I won’t walk away
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
I wanna take back all those lies
I wanna take back all those times
I wanna show you with my life
That I am here for you
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you
If I could rewind
And watch all my life
Just pass me by
I could see you
If I could rewind
I’d take back the lies
And all of those times
I hurt you