...you get what you need
im glad that certain peoples moving out hasnt deterred from our hanging out. abraham spent the night last night. yay!! oh the fun we had. we played the 'shout about movies' game several times. then did the dance work out bikini video i have. GOOD times. wish i had some pictures to prove it. today abraham and i again spent the day together. got some delicious bagels for lunch. we used his 'sleepover kit' blockbuster gift card to rent four brothers and watched an afternoon movie. then met peter across town for dinner. and lots of crazy shopping.
then jess came over for a movie and some beer. beaches wouldnt play right, so we watched ST ELMO'S FIRE!!! love it!! had some high quality talking action with jess, all the way til 3 am. always good to chat about lifes whatevers with someone who can relate.
had a minor freakout this afternoon, i thought i had another stalker, luckily i did not. whew!!
i have so many mixed emotions about the coming semester i dont know how to deal, im kinda rolling with it right now, the semester having not started yet, but...its coming so fast. i have so much responsibilty, it scares me so much. you dont even know. i know we've all had to be responsible in our lives, but this is different. im responsible for so much, and so much is expected of me. and i dont doubt that i can do it, i know i can. but one minor screw up can mean SO much. what if, in the end, i cant do it? ive always winged it. camp was, well camp. being an assistant in a latchkey program was easy. the lab classes leading to this one are menial compared to what you have to do for this class. its OOC the change of pace. and i guess its just getting me ready for the real world, but, i almost think the real world, when i have my real job wont be anywhere near as intense as this class is. or maybe, maybe im completely wrong. i dont know. i just dont know.
comment an important figure made to me recently "wow, you are dealing with this so well. most people dont handle it this well, or at all. wow." yeah, great. i was pretending. couldnt you tell?
TG was thinking...imdb is great. the things i learned this evening.
then jess came over for a movie and some beer. beaches wouldnt play right, so we watched ST ELMO'S FIRE!!! love it!! had some high quality talking action with jess, all the way til 3 am. always good to chat about lifes whatevers with someone who can relate.
had a minor freakout this afternoon, i thought i had another stalker, luckily i did not. whew!!
i have so many mixed emotions about the coming semester i dont know how to deal, im kinda rolling with it right now, the semester having not started yet, but...its coming so fast. i have so much responsibilty, it scares me so much. you dont even know. i know we've all had to be responsible in our lives, but this is different. im responsible for so much, and so much is expected of me. and i dont doubt that i can do it, i know i can. but one minor screw up can mean SO much. what if, in the end, i cant do it? ive always winged it. camp was, well camp. being an assistant in a latchkey program was easy. the lab classes leading to this one are menial compared to what you have to do for this class. its OOC the change of pace. and i guess its just getting me ready for the real world, but, i almost think the real world, when i have my real job wont be anywhere near as intense as this class is. or maybe, maybe im completely wrong. i dont know. i just dont know.
comment an important figure made to me recently "wow, you are dealing with this so well. most people dont handle it this well, or at all. wow." yeah, great. i was pretending. couldnt you tell?
TG was thinking...imdb is great. the things i learned this evening.