what a difference a year makes.

[texaslovesme]

on this evening last year, i was drinking my life away, waiting for jessica to come to chicago to hang out for the weekend. a weekend that nearly destroyed myself and two of my friendships. good times. now i'm sober and have no desire to even think about participating in st. party's day. the obsession has been lifted. it is fucking crazy for me to say such a thing, but it's true. it's just gone. like that.

alcoholics anonymous is changing my life. it is crazy.

i have a lot of other shit to write but i have to go to bed. good night.