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Today was depressing. Started the day off by going to a funeral. I realize death is a natural thing but it never seems any more natural to me no matter how much I hear about it, talk about it, see it, or think about it. After the funeral Laura and I ate lunch in Trussville and then saw Tristan and Isolde which just kind of made me sad to. Today I also came to the not so shocking realization that I am fat, ugly , and pale and that I only have a week to do something about all that before Heritage which is not long enough to take care of any of that. I tried on my Heritage dress today and to put it nicely it would do me a whole lot of good to loose 5 pounds before Saturday night. I ate more this weekend than I usually eat in 2 weeks so maybe that could be the root of my problem.
I watched American Beauty tonight it was odd but had an absolutely beautiful message it made me think
I don't have enough time
I watched American Beauty tonight it was odd but had an absolutely beautiful message it made me think
I don't have enough time