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Last night I randomly realized that some things and some feelings prolly never completely go away. I also realized that somethings aren't meant to be undone and they can't be and thats just the way it is. I'm seeking acceptance for a lot of things in my life right now. There are some things I could sit around all day long and dwell about and wish them to be different but it would never get me anywhere. Somethings in life are completely out of our power to control especially other people. We all get to make our own decisions and no one can change what we do or who we are but ourselves. Weather I understand all or any of it that is just the way it is no one owes me answers about it I just have to get over it. I was very saddened after realizing all of this because it made me realize that some things and even some people will never be the same again. Everyone moves on and grows up and changes and sometimes as bad as you want to hold onto certain things and people its just impossible. I'm pretty sure thats all I have to say.