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Back to the Livejournal drawing board. Or back to the livejournal all together. I guess I really don't do this anymore. I feel somewhat bad because I'm a taker. I read other peoples stuff and don't actually write anything of my own to contribute to the journal world. I'm most definitely a taker. Sorry guys, I take things, it's just who I am.
Well, life rolls and here I am. Senioring in college at a place I love. OU really is home to me now. I still like the valley, and I think I actually got into a fight about this with someone who LOVES the valley...and I mean L-O-V-E-S the valley. Well, sorry, I like the valley and thats about as far as it goes. Don't push people, don't push. I do love it here. I have met the greatest people. Big up to my Bobcats.
Yes, I said that. What? I can't say that? Okay. You're right. Probably shouldn't.
But anyway, here is the long and short of it. I'm so shocked at what's going on in my life right now. I'm doing creepily well. It's so interesting to go back and look at whats changed since high school. I really can't say that I talk to anyone from school on a regular basis. I would say I talk to Ricky the most and hell, we didn't even go to the same high school. I'm almost jealous of a lot of my other friends who kept that circle of friends at home that they can meet up with when they get back in town and do whatever. I know its a lot of me not keeping in touch with people, but it still kind of sucks. Not that I still don't appreciate/facebook/myspace stalk people from home :) I guess everybody makes those types of decisions in life where you have to stay or go. And I haven't lived at home in over 2 years, so I haven't really had that chance to reconnect that a lot of people do.
Oh well. Can't change a ton now since I don't come home often enough to make a lot of difference.
Adam leaves for Kuwait tomorrow :( Big sadness all over the place. He did come home last week and it was the happiest I can remember being since he came home from Kosovo last year. It is crazy how often people take for granted the little things in life. Like, just being able to call someone and leave a message...and they'll be able to call you back later that day. Wow. That would be so awesome. Or waking up and knowing that if you don't see them right next to you - you'll see them later that day, or tomorrow, or that weekend. So many things that if I could go back to the last year we lived together I would really appreciate more. I didn't think we'd have to do this leaving thing again, but I guess that at least I'm going to be busy enough with finishing school and getting a job that I'll be able to keep busy. I miss him all the time and I'm very thankful for the friends that I have and have made through the military because nobody knows that feeling of helplessness like another military wife/girlfriend. But, keep him in your prayers for the next year, every little bit helps (or your pagan god, or thor or whomever).
Well, I guess thats all I have for now. Keep writing folks, us takers appreciate it :)
Well, life rolls and here I am. Senioring in college at a place I love. OU really is home to me now. I still like the valley, and I think I actually got into a fight about this with someone who LOVES the valley...and I mean L-O-V-E-S the valley. Well, sorry, I like the valley and thats about as far as it goes. Don't push people, don't push. I do love it here. I have met the greatest people. Big up to my Bobcats.
Yes, I said that. What? I can't say that? Okay. You're right. Probably shouldn't.
But anyway, here is the long and short of it. I'm so shocked at what's going on in my life right now. I'm doing creepily well. It's so interesting to go back and look at whats changed since high school. I really can't say that I talk to anyone from school on a regular basis. I would say I talk to Ricky the most and hell, we didn't even go to the same high school. I'm almost jealous of a lot of my other friends who kept that circle of friends at home that they can meet up with when they get back in town and do whatever. I know its a lot of me not keeping in touch with people, but it still kind of sucks. Not that I still don't appreciate/facebook/myspace stalk people from home :) I guess everybody makes those types of decisions in life where you have to stay or go. And I haven't lived at home in over 2 years, so I haven't really had that chance to reconnect that a lot of people do.
Oh well. Can't change a ton now since I don't come home often enough to make a lot of difference.
Adam leaves for Kuwait tomorrow :( Big sadness all over the place. He did come home last week and it was the happiest I can remember being since he came home from Kosovo last year. It is crazy how often people take for granted the little things in life. Like, just being able to call someone and leave a message...and they'll be able to call you back later that day. Wow. That would be so awesome. Or waking up and knowing that if you don't see them right next to you - you'll see them later that day, or tomorrow, or that weekend. So many things that if I could go back to the last year we lived together I would really appreciate more. I didn't think we'd have to do this leaving thing again, but I guess that at least I'm going to be busy enough with finishing school and getting a job that I'll be able to keep busy. I miss him all the time and I'm very thankful for the friends that I have and have made through the military because nobody knows that feeling of helplessness like another military wife/girlfriend. But, keep him in your prayers for the next year, every little bit helps (or your pagan god, or thor or whomever).
Well, I guess thats all I have for now. Keep writing folks, us takers appreciate it :)