ugh
im at malaysia, its irony how i didnt say that 'im home' its because i dont really feel at home :( i wish i could do the best to apply for my scholars thingy (just talking about it makes me feel kimochi warui already) lol weaboos alert. and then its going to be 3rd sept. aaaah fuck this, i dont wanna go to university. im afraid. and i dont know what im afraid of :(((((( and i miss mama :(((( i know im the worst