feels of belonging
this is a religion-related post, mind you. seeing my friends, maybe this might be triggering.
recently there has been soooo many conflicts going around. mostly? muslim oriented. my religion oriented. i'm honestly so tired of living as myself. my parents keep on lecturing me about religion, and i accept it, like not being able to greet a christian merry christmas, or not celebrating new year. i see their point, because they give me good reasons not to. but then i see my friends, posting here and there about muslim people who don't decide to celebrate new year's eve being a bigot, intolerant shit? it hurts me. really, it hurts. it hurts when they can post literally aaaanything about what they think about new year, but they don't want us, the 'bigots', to post anything controversial to them. then where do i belong? i don't want my belief to get beaten up like this. especially when most of them are muslims as well. it just... i just want to believe on something without having to ache like this. especially when they're my friends that i love hanging out with. i don't really know anymore.
recently there has been soooo many conflicts going around. mostly? muslim oriented. my religion oriented. i'm honestly so tired of living as myself. my parents keep on lecturing me about religion, and i accept it, like not being able to greet a christian merry christmas, or not celebrating new year. i see their point, because they give me good reasons not to. but then i see my friends, posting here and there about muslim people who don't decide to celebrate new year's eve being a bigot, intolerant shit? it hurts me. really, it hurts. it hurts when they can post literally aaaanything about what they think about new year, but they don't want us, the 'bigots', to post anything controversial to them. then where do i belong? i don't want my belief to get beaten up like this. especially when most of them are muslims as well. it just... i just want to believe on something without having to ache like this. especially when they're my friends that i love hanging out with. i don't really know anymore.