i will not turn

[testmyquality]

i've been hurt before, so has he. but we got through all that shit. you know, everyone gets hurt. everyone makes mistakes. but no one...absolutely NO ONE deserves to be looked down upon by every single person she used to be friends with. no matter what the case. that is why i will always stay her friend and always be a shoulder for her to cry on.

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[onestarryday]

sssoooo did she start feeling sorry before or after she started hooking up with jet? or before or after she watched me cry and told me that there was no other girl bc jet wouldnt do that? before or after she went to a party, specifically to see him?

fuck that. i thought i knew what friendship was. so fuck melody. and fuck her reasons or her pathetic attempts to make people feel sorry for her. she knew what the fuck she was doing. and its bullshit. she knew what she was doing when she went to that house even before she started drinking. and it didnt change anything.

it would be so much different if it actually WAS just a mistake. that she just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. but it wasnt. and it would have been different if she wasnt with me the weekend before pretending to be my friend. but once again, it wasnt like that at all. my heart is broken, and someones going to fucking take responsibility for that. theres no way in hell i would just let her walk away with this.

[testmyquality]

leah i know you are really mad. but you know, i really know melody, and all of these things you say about her could make some people mad at her too. but all it took was the look on her face and in her eyes when i first saw her...and i had no idea what was going on or what had happend. my heart was broken before too, really really bad. so i know its hard. and it really hurts me to see you this upset. i really care about you too leah, and you know that. im just so sorry that between my friends, one is at the other one's throat. and nothing that is said about her can turn me against her. because i know what its like not to have anyone at all. and that lasted a long time, i lost her friendship

[onestarryday]

hah oh trust me it will make me feel better.

im not trying to turn anyone against her. its just pissing me off that shes trying to make everyone feel sorry for her. shes trying to lessen the responsibility and blame it on something else. like if she werent drunk it wouldnt have happened. BULLLLLLLSSSSSSSHIIIIIIIIIIITTTTT.

its not really anybody elses business. im well aware of what drives me. and im well aware that i will get over it. but actions like this call for some fucking consequences.
so for anyone who has their heart set on talking me out of this. dont waste your time. i have gone way past listening at this point.