May 27, 2005 11:43
These last few days have been hideously eventful. It's so weird. Everyone probably already knows but i shall tell the story anyway...
On wednesday, and the end of art, rochelly was messing around with paint near miss gorrick's folder/organiser/thing, and i decided to put some paint on it. Big deal. It wasn't even much paint. Then on Thursday everyone was called to S4 to talk to Miss rodgers about an 'incident' and it got pretty teriffying when I knew i had done it, and plus the fact that Mrs Green came in, then the deputy head. I thought that was scary enough, and then Mr Roff came in. Everyone was given paper and told to write down what they knew about what happened. I sat there, not knowing what the hell to write. I mean, I knew no one would tell on me, but I also knew they wouldnt stop going on about it until they found out who it was. All of a sudden, i put my hand up. It was kind of a subconscious desicion, you know? The next second I was asking to talk to Miss Rodgers in private. It was so weird, like I didn't even know what I was doing. I got up, and walked out of the door, feeling everyone staring at me, knowingly. Everyone in my class knew it was me. They all knew what I was about to do. When i got outside, and she had closed the doors, i explained to her it was me, and she told me to go wait in her office, so I did. I stood in their for about twenty minutes, getting even more terrified, but also giggling at the pictures of the people from my year that were stuck randomly on the walls. She came in, and told me I was going to be internally excluded that day. She was really nice about it, actually. Then i had to go back into the class, and face Mr Roff, Miss Gorrick, the deputy head guy, Miss Green, and Mrs Rodgers, all standing in a semi circle, staring at me. I can't even remember what i said, i think i kinda went into automatic, and didnt even use my brain. It was an odd experience. Mr Roff then told me I was going to be excluded tomorrow (today) and maybe longer, but he didn't know how long. I then got my stuff, and went up to the willow room, where i sat for about....... three hours, without being let out. It was the most boring time of my LIFE. My mum picked me up from school, but she didn't yell at me which was odd, but later on, i had to tell my dad, and anyone who knows my dad will know how scary that would be. I kept thinking about it in my head, and bursting into hysterical laughter. Just saying to him 'i've been excluded'. It sounds so odd. Donald wasn't ever excluded, and they think he's the worst in the family. He got mad, like i expected. I'm meant to be cleaning all today. Ha. xxxxxxxxxx