8 april 1981

[tessatura]

Comments

[alwaysarush]

Don't fool yourself, they aren't that great.

[tessatura]

What, Portree or my blokes?

[alwaysarush]

I meant going without sex.
But Portree, too.

[tessatura]

I'm just fucking bored.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[alwaysarush]

Come help me paint.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[tessatura]

Chris is coming over but how's tomorrow for you?

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[alwaysarush]

Tomorrow afternoon? I've got a bottle of wine kicking around here that you can have while we paint. It'll be a ball.
Sam and I are going shopping tomorrow morning.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[tessatura]

Sounds good. Shopping for what?

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[alwaysarush]

Baby clothes.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[tessatura]

Thought you already did that.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[alwaysarush]

We think we need some more.

I am so screwed if this goes wrong, Tess. I'm painting, I'm cleaning, I'm making dinner.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[tessatura]

Rosie, shut it. You're fine, you're doing what you always do, what you have to do. It's just a different kind of thing.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[alwaysarush]

Good. I just feel like a bleeding idiot.
I take naps and I feel lonely if he's not there.

As soon as it's born, we're having a weekend, just the two of us. I need it.

Private: Rosie/Tess.

[tessatura]

So? That's how you're supposed to feel.

Yeah, all right.

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[alwaysarush]

I never did 'supposed to' well. Neither did you.

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[tessatura]

I used to.

It's okay, Rosie, it's a good thing.