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I thought i was strong enough to go back to just being friends, I'm not. It took everything i had to not grab your hand last night and hold it. this is horrible that i feel this way. I shouldn't have to be so weak and need you so much. Why do I? I've never felt this way about anyone before. it's like i hate you more than anything right now, but all i want is to be in your arms, being held tight...
The hug last night almost killed me... being that close to you almost killed me :( IM WEAK DON'T YOU KNOW THAT!!!! I HAVE NO STRENGTH THIS ISN'T GOING TO WORK!
AHHHHHHHHHH someone make this easier.
The hug last night almost killed me... being that close to you almost killed me :( IM WEAK DON'T YOU KNOW THAT!!!! I HAVE NO STRENGTH THIS ISN'T GOING TO WORK!
AHHHHHHHHHH someone make this easier.