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Sometimes, I just wanna smack a ho.
It just gets to me that some people can be so selfish and inconsiderate. It's not cool to fuck with someone's heart. Adversely, it's not cool to let someone fuck with yours--it's dumb to get so obsessed with someone that you start to become horridly depressed. How. Incredibly. Stupid. Also, secrets are dumb when things get serious. Do the right thing when things get serious, don't go hide and pretend like everything's okay--IT'S NOT. Face it!
I forget how juvenile some people still are...I'm slowly growing up and some people are either moving slower than I am, or they're not moving at all. Others have sped past me, but many of my recent friends are drifting away as the maturity rift between us widens. Some are straddling the gap--I get on best with those people.
I do and don't miss the drama of high school. It was annoying and stupid, and yet incredibly easy to get caught up in. At least when you're caught up in the drama, you have a better idea of what's going on with your friends. These days, I only know what people fill me in on every couple of weeks, or what I can figure out by watching Facebook. It's so easy to stay out of the drama in college. Why? I don't know anyone there. I'm too shy. And I'm not amongst my old dramatics every day. I do miss them dearly, though. At least the drama was SOMETHING. College sucks.
Digressing a little, this semester sucks schedule-wise. I have an 8am three times a week, which means rolling out of bed at 5:30am in order to catch a 7:10 bus to campus. The good news? Those same days, I only have a single one hour break between my 3rd and 4th classes, and I'm completely done at 1pm. Tuesdays and Thursdays, I only have one class. It kind of seems like a waste to go all the way down to campus for 50 minutes, but at the same time, it's nice to have so much of my day free to do other things. Eventually, that time will go to working. Hopefully. Not that I want to work, but being broke sucks.
Anywhooooo, the reason for having that stupid 8am in the first place is so that I can change my major. Have I blogged about this already? I can't remember. If so, just skip the rest. Go do something else. But my 8am class is nutrition. That, in addition to math (D;), an info session, and some paperwork will allow me to change my major to pre-nursing at the beginning of next semester. I think it's a good choice for me. I want to help people, and I want financial security. Nursing meets both of those requirements. Plus, there's lots of things I can do as an RN. I cannnn become a nurse practitioner, which is just short of a doctor, or I can work in NICU and be surrounded by babies. Or in maternity and watch them come into the world everyday. Or I can work in a doctor's office, so that everything will be a little more relaxed and I'll have a regular schedule. The only thing I really wouldn't want to do is work with older people. Too sad. And a little too close to my heart, as I have a 61-year-old, heavy-smoking father. I worry about him.
Okay, so I digressed a lot. But talking about something other than THAT DUMB BITCH made me feel a little better. :]
I'm now going to post this, and then go back to mypyramid.gov so that I can continue trying to figure out a better diet for myself. My nutrition prof showed us the site this morning, it's a great tool. I like that it tells you about how much of every group you, personally, should consume everyday and lists some of the most nutrient-dense foods in those groups.
It just gets to me that some people can be so selfish and inconsiderate. It's not cool to fuck with someone's heart. Adversely, it's not cool to let someone fuck with yours--it's dumb to get so obsessed with someone that you start to become horridly depressed. How. Incredibly. Stupid. Also, secrets are dumb when things get serious. Do the right thing when things get serious, don't go hide and pretend like everything's okay--IT'S NOT. Face it!
I forget how juvenile some people still are...I'm slowly growing up and some people are either moving slower than I am, or they're not moving at all. Others have sped past me, but many of my recent friends are drifting away as the maturity rift between us widens. Some are straddling the gap--I get on best with those people.
I do and don't miss the drama of high school. It was annoying and stupid, and yet incredibly easy to get caught up in. At least when you're caught up in the drama, you have a better idea of what's going on with your friends. These days, I only know what people fill me in on every couple of weeks, or what I can figure out by watching Facebook. It's so easy to stay out of the drama in college. Why? I don't know anyone there. I'm too shy. And I'm not amongst my old dramatics every day. I do miss them dearly, though. At least the drama was SOMETHING. College sucks.
Digressing a little, this semester sucks schedule-wise. I have an 8am three times a week, which means rolling out of bed at 5:30am in order to catch a 7:10 bus to campus. The good news? Those same days, I only have a single one hour break between my 3rd and 4th classes, and I'm completely done at 1pm. Tuesdays and Thursdays, I only have one class. It kind of seems like a waste to go all the way down to campus for 50 minutes, but at the same time, it's nice to have so much of my day free to do other things. Eventually, that time will go to working. Hopefully. Not that I want to work, but being broke sucks.
Anywhooooo, the reason for having that stupid 8am in the first place is so that I can change my major. Have I blogged about this already? I can't remember. If so, just skip the rest. Go do something else. But my 8am class is nutrition. That, in addition to math (D;), an info session, and some paperwork will allow me to change my major to pre-nursing at the beginning of next semester. I think it's a good choice for me. I want to help people, and I want financial security. Nursing meets both of those requirements. Plus, there's lots of things I can do as an RN. I cannnn become a nurse practitioner, which is just short of a doctor, or I can work in NICU and be surrounded by babies. Or in maternity and watch them come into the world everyday. Or I can work in a doctor's office, so that everything will be a little more relaxed and I'll have a regular schedule. The only thing I really wouldn't want to do is work with older people. Too sad. And a little too close to my heart, as I have a 61-year-old, heavy-smoking father. I worry about him.
Okay, so I digressed a lot. But talking about something other than THAT DUMB BITCH made me feel a little better. :]
I'm now going to post this, and then go back to mypyramid.gov so that I can continue trying to figure out a better diet for myself. My nutrition prof showed us the site this morning, it's a great tool. I like that it tells you about how much of every group you, personally, should consume everyday and lists some of the most nutrient-dense foods in those groups.