so i....
So it appears that I sort oI went eMIA again for the past couple of weeks. I have felt pretty zombieish as of late. I have had no desire to do much of anything especially do anything online. I have been tardy on replying to emails, updating LJ, looking at message boards, checking my myspace.
I have been reading even more than normal to Lily lately though, because she is finally really getting into sitting down with me and listening to me read. She has really been making progress with her speech too, which is exciting beyond belief. She even says "Thank You" now, which is too cute. She likes to play in her room and have tea parties with all her bears. She is really forming such a full personality now. I have been taking her swimming at least once a week, which she is undecided about. She is ok, if I am holding her really right but the second I loosen my grip even a little she screams. She doesnt want anyone else holding her either, not even grandma. But at least we are able to get out and do it.
I am going to see Diana Krall on Sept 2nd. My mom bought us tickets. My mom is looking to maybe move down here. She wants to look for a room to rent somewhere, and get a job. She really cant afford to rent a place alone or anything and still be a short drive from us. I told her to look at Craigslist though. I would really love for her to move down here, cause she would be close and I wouldnt feel so homesick. She would get to see Lily a lot more.. And the biggest plus side of all, it would be a big step towards ultimately getting away from her piece of shit boyfriend whom she cant seem to kick to the curb. She told him since he works on the road all week, that she would just be down here for the week, and go back up on the weekend. But i have a feeling that this is her way of trying to slowly drift apart. She said she no longer loves him and at this point its just a matter of having the courage to overcome her codependence issues. I wish I knew someone who had an extra room they wanted to rent out.
anyways, ill try and update on the regular again, but Im so spacey I can make no guarantees.
I have been reading even more than normal to Lily lately though, because she is finally really getting into sitting down with me and listening to me read. She has really been making progress with her speech too, which is exciting beyond belief. She even says "Thank You" now, which is too cute. She likes to play in her room and have tea parties with all her bears. She is really forming such a full personality now. I have been taking her swimming at least once a week, which she is undecided about. She is ok, if I am holding her really right but the second I loosen my grip even a little she screams. She doesnt want anyone else holding her either, not even grandma. But at least we are able to get out and do it.
I am going to see Diana Krall on Sept 2nd. My mom bought us tickets. My mom is looking to maybe move down here. She wants to look for a room to rent somewhere, and get a job. She really cant afford to rent a place alone or anything and still be a short drive from us. I told her to look at Craigslist though. I would really love for her to move down here, cause she would be close and I wouldnt feel so homesick. She would get to see Lily a lot more.. And the biggest plus side of all, it would be a big step towards ultimately getting away from her piece of shit boyfriend whom she cant seem to kick to the curb. She told him since he works on the road all week, that she would just be down here for the week, and go back up on the weekend. But i have a feeling that this is her way of trying to slowly drift apart. She said she no longer loves him and at this point its just a matter of having the courage to overcome her codependence issues. I wish I knew someone who had an extra room they wanted to rent out.
anyways, ill try and update on the regular again, but Im so spacey I can make no guarantees.