Teru spent a lot of time in the library. Studying was important, even if he wasn't technically missing any school by being here. He didn't want to fall behind. And the Mansion had interesting books that probably didn't exist in his world. At the moment he was reading an essay on Britain after World War II, which had seemed normal up to the part ( Read more... )

*Teru is one person again, the good and bad sides of him merged back into a single personality. They're merged a little more closely than they were before. The other-Teru really wasn't as horrible as he'd feared ( Read more... )

...I don't know what to do.

There isn't anything I can do.

Girl-me said the adults have a search party. She told me to be careful, if there's a murderer running around.

...

I nearly said there are a lot of murderers. Not to be insulting, just because there are anyway even if you only count the Bs ( Read more... )

That - was him. That was him thatwashimthatwashim...

calm down

*breathes heavily* It was - I didn't think about Kira being a child. I didn't think about Kira being... somebody, a person...

...but he's not Kira yet, is he? I don't think - someone our age couldn't do something like that, not kill people, even Oka-kun apologised when he thought he ( Read more... )

*has obviously been crying. There's also blue ink all over his right hand, and he's holding a small piece of white card covered in blue scribbles*

Matt-san? Can I...?

...

...I know about Kira.

It was true. There's a me like that, a bad me...

I thought we were both heroes in that world. I thought we worked together. I didn't even want the lasers, not really, just to be able to save people...

How did I - he - why did I get that way, why would I follow someone like that...? Kira... B said something about Kira, X-Kira, I didn't listen, I ( Read more... )

Every time I think I understand, everything changes...

The Takada woman is alive again, and that's impossible, I know that, but all of this is impossible, and she said that she would be good. And... Elder Teru said that almost certainly she was beyond saving, but only almost certainly. And if she is good now, I should be glad. I want everyone to ( Read more... )