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I only seem to update often when I'm having girl problems. Didn't sleep last night. Was the only one at the spot, saw her coming, went outside. Came back in luckily people were there. Think I broke my fucking hand hitting a locker. Anywho, shes in my 1st period class but she was doing something so i didnt really have to see her. Subs letting us out early, got my hood on and Ceremony blasting in my headphones. Bell rings, walking out the door, guess who's hands on my arm? Fuck. Kind of pulled a dick move and kept walking. Ignored texts too. Am I the asshole? I don't know. Why does she want to talk to me what could she possibly have to say? Anyway, drove around for like 45 minutes listening to the Lawrence Arms made me feel alot better. The new Paint It Black song did too, its so good and theyre coming to Long Island next tour, can't wait. New Aesop Rock song is fucking awesome too. Crime In Stereo record release friday, if I dont get lost it will be awesome and help me through all this bullshit. Saturday Trash Talk, War Hungry and Ambitions if theres a venue and hopefully visiting Ashley and Lucas in Brooklyn next saturday. Trying to make myself feel better is helping but still bummed. Dont know what to do, extremely confused and shesn ot helping either.