Jan 17, 2006 12:27
Well, I have not updated in quite a while. I have done nothing but work since I have moved down here. Growing up sux. Not having my family and best freinds near sux. The past couple of weeks I have really realized how much of a great time I made my college days...however too much longer they were. I don't care. I would not trade a moment. This time last year, ALlie and I were about to go to NYC. I had sooo much fun. Allie and I are getting together for a reunion in Jville on the 27th. I am excited. I need a break from here. Not that it is all bad. Actually, I love Montgomery. It is the people I miss.
As I near yet another birthday.....
"The Questions" always begin to plague me. Why am I not married? Do I ever want kids? I don't know what makes me so different from the "norm" if there is such a thing. I am just expected to want these things? My mom always said, You will want to settle down when you find the right person." Well, I just ended a relationship with a great guy. It just was not going anywhere. Why am I so difficult? Why do I even care?
Being a pseudo vegitarian is great. The only thing I ever crave are those small hamburgers from McDonalds and Krystals and White Castle. And they are mostly soy anyway. So, I make myself a Boca Burger and the world feels right again. I joined a gym, I don't do drugs. My life is so "ormal"compared to this time last year.....boring!
Anyway....I am about to go follow up on incidents....my job right?