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I just haven't been active on here much, so I figured "Hey, lets update this blog." So Its been alittle over a year since I've joined the Michigan furs website under "Ninjalion." http://www.michiganfurs.com/forum/ Last February, I managed to go out with my first guy in the fall. He was a Rottweiler, and he is a great guy. Unfortunately, it ended and I took it kind of hard. Eventually I got over it; We're friends now, so I'm happy that it ended up the way it did. I met some very interesting furs on the site, its really like breathing a breath of fresh air as its nice to be chatting and getting to know new people for real. Check out the site sometime.
Life is going well, I guess you know...I've really changed allot. I noticed that when my dad came up from Tennessee to visit, and I happened to remember that mindset I fell into when I was with my dad. It was nice to have that feeling that it is possible to really change. He is so obsessed with getting me to move down with him though. He ignored me when I told him, "I'm actually planning to move to Ann Arbor." one time. He kept going on about coming down here. He says he just wants me to visit, but he is also scheming on getting me to live down in Tennessee. So I can work on cars, go get a job, and go to church to be saved. He didn't tell me all of this, but I seem pretty good at getting into people's heads, so I'm rolling with it. However, there is one more thing. My dad probably had the dream of having a son and living life like it is, my mom and dad had a vision for me. Everything was pure, and it was gonna be complete, because life would seem much better with someone you thought you love, and a baby coming way. Then reality hit, and things just didn't really work out I guess. Now back to the present: Your son is 20 years old, and he is looking to move away from family. He acts like he doesn't want to come see you because hes more focused on meeting people on the internet. Hes meeting and getting to know people that will completely stand against the views of yours, and the views you raised him with. For what? Acceptance, for love? He'll be back.
What I want is to meet new people, I'm open to new views unless I disagree. I'll let them know if I totally think they're being unscrupulous, but thats just me. The government is not the problem, its these plastic bitches that run the government, getting the ignorant masses to vote them in office, is whats the real problem. (Wow, random Anti politics ftw!) Dad, I love you its just that I'm not interested in living with you.
I've been chilling, playing games, and hanging out with friends lately. Things seems to be making more sense to me, and I'm getting into a new view. I'm becoming more like the person I've dreamed of becoming day by day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-cqpyog22A&feature=related what I'm listening too.