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I'm not really sure where to begin. I've been dealing with a lot lately - mostly body related - but every time I sit down to explore.process.write.create... I get stuck. I think I had the expectation that my disconnect with my body would somehow get better (without starting T) after going through therapy. It hasn't. Should I take this as some sort of sign that transitioning is right for me? I don't like feeling so damn dependent on a drug for my happiness.peace of mind.survival. I've always accepted and supported other people's decisions to do what ever it takes to be happy and whole - I'm having a harder time granting myself that same permission. I deserve to be happy.whole.satisfied.comfortable in my own skin. I just have to continuously remind myself of this. Especially when my happiness means losing people I love and care about.