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why is it so damn hard to feel?
in a way i miss the days when i was bat shit crazy. the hallucinations and sensory perception issues were a bit of a problem, but at least i felt alive.
on a different note, i believe it has rained almost three inches in the past day and a half. tonight i shall make the schlep to go buy rain boots. and get coffee at the cozy little coffeehouse with the cute gay boy(s). i will not go to the bookstore and spend $85.- like i did last night. but how can you go wrong with queer sex.faeries.celtic myths.and judith butler? deciphering j.butler may have to wait, though. i think i'm still recovering from undoing gender. how is it that michel foucault's queer theory (well, queer theory-ish...but we won't go into that...) writings are so much easier (and more fun!) to read?
in a way i miss the days when i was bat shit crazy. the hallucinations and sensory perception issues were a bit of a problem, but at least i felt alive.
on a different note, i believe it has rained almost three inches in the past day and a half. tonight i shall make the schlep to go buy rain boots. and get coffee at the cozy little coffeehouse with the cute gay boy(s). i will not go to the bookstore and spend $85.- like i did last night. but how can you go wrong with queer sex.faeries.celtic myths.and judith butler? deciphering j.butler may have to wait, though. i think i'm still recovering from undoing gender. how is it that michel foucault's queer theory (well, queer theory-ish...but we won't go into that...) writings are so much easier (and more fun!) to read?