Writer's Block: I'm Ashamed of...
I am ashamed of too many things to name all of them.
I used to make lists of all the things i was ashamed of when i felt really bad about myself.
I'll try again...
Im ashamed of:
my past
my weakness
my addictions
hitting my mother while I was drunk
not being able to do things in moderation
lying about my happiness. I shoud have told you how it really was
Im ashamed:
that I fell that hard and that fast
that i still love you
that i let you almost kill me.
that I cant help loving you.
that i hated you so much but at the same time, would die for you.
Im just ashamed of myself in general.
I used to make lists of all the things i was ashamed of when i felt really bad about myself.
I'll try again...
Im ashamed of:
my past
my weakness
my addictions
hitting my mother while I was drunk
not being able to do things in moderation
lying about my happiness. I shoud have told you how it really was
Im ashamed:
that I fell that hard and that fast
that i still love you
that i let you almost kill me.
that I cant help loving you.
that i hated you so much but at the same time, would die for you.
Im just ashamed of myself in general.