Remembering that God has a plan............
My "higher road" has now become my "healing road". Where it leads, I do not know and at this point, I'm okay with that. I'm excited to be starting a new chapter in my life and I'm ready for love to join me in my push for the future.
It seems I have lived the phrase "God has a plan" for the last nine months. During which I would have LOVED for God to let me in on the plan..... Only now? I'm not sure I want to know what His plan is. I'm enjoying my life and where I am. I may not have everything I pictured and I may not be where I wanted to be at this point in my life, but I could not be the person I am today without having lived through what I have.
I don't have much to say today. I've been so exhausted lately. I think my months of stress and my current stress have finally met up and are taking their toll on me. I cannot wait for the day where I can curl up on the couch with my sweetheart sitting next to me and watch a movie, or read a book, or sleep while the game is on...... I miss the simple quiet of having nothing major going on and just enjoying each other's company.
******* "Sad and pathetic" thought for the day? The picture I'm using on FB as my profile picture is such a great picture to me because it's the last time I felt truly beautiful (outwardly). Now the sad and pathetic part? Christopher wasn't there to see me because he "didn't know anyone at the wedding" - never mind you we went to school with the bride or that I'd gone to a million things where I knew NO ONE because I knew it meant something to him. ********
It seems I have lived the phrase "God has a plan" for the last nine months. During which I would have LOVED for God to let me in on the plan..... Only now? I'm not sure I want to know what His plan is. I'm enjoying my life and where I am. I may not have everything I pictured and I may not be where I wanted to be at this point in my life, but I could not be the person I am today without having lived through what I have.
I don't have much to say today. I've been so exhausted lately. I think my months of stress and my current stress have finally met up and are taking their toll on me. I cannot wait for the day where I can curl up on the couch with my sweetheart sitting next to me and watch a movie, or read a book, or sleep while the game is on...... I miss the simple quiet of having nothing major going on and just enjoying each other's company.
******* "Sad and pathetic" thought for the day? The picture I'm using on FB as my profile picture is such a great picture to me because it's the last time I felt truly beautiful (outwardly). Now the sad and pathetic part? Christopher wasn't there to see me because he "didn't know anyone at the wedding" - never mind you we went to school with the bride or that I'd gone to a million things where I knew NO ONE because I knew it meant something to him. ********