life
once again its been forever sence ive been on here but yea so far im having a shitty time finding a place to live.... work sucks im constantly getting sick maybe its from stress or something but i dont know....it happends out of the blue...like for example me and melissa are driving from her other job and i get sick to my stomache and barf at my grand mas....i get to work and i did it again....to the point were i couldnt take it anymore.... but then heres the sad part melissa didnt belive me that i was sick...when i asked her did she not belive me she said she doubt it was that bad.....ok if your in a relationship and the person that your with told you that.....that would be a slap in the face because there is suppose to be trust in the relationship....and im barfing my guts out, i thought what the hell else do i need to bleed to death for her to belive me....i dont know what the hell is up but its getting to the point where im feeling left out of the whole picture....and i hold it in to myself so i wont hurt her or give others the wrong impression.....tell me am i the selfish one? am i wrong for thinking the way im thinking?