I dont know if I cant handle this anymore. I have been sick everyday for what seems like forever. No matter what I do I feel like Im gonna throw up everywhere. I cried last night and I had a freakin cig! Im so dissappointed but I dont know what to do with myself. Im trying to just be a tough person and try not to think about it but its so hard. UGH ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting sick, probably my allergy's or something. Today is like perfect weather! It's breezy and just walking outside warms my mood. Well maybe I should go outside to brighten myself up cuz I'm feeling alittle poopy. 
My mom went to look at a car I picked out last night so we can get this car situation taken care of soon. Steve's car is ( Read more... )

I feel like poo! I took an energy pill yesterday after work b/c I was determined to get the stuff around the house done. Well I sure did but ended up puking like 3 times during my cleaning spell! I ate with it and had a huge glass of water. See, this is why I cant take any pills! My stomach doesnt ever agree with them. So my mom is bringing me soup ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile i've had some crisis' going on at home. From sunday to today I have been to l three hospitals. First my mom had surgery on monday. She's doing ok I just feel REALLY bad for not being there for her more. She understands though. My puppy had to go to the vet on monday also. Ok so here's the BIG crisis. Anthony, my ( Read more... )

I feel like utter crap today. I didn't get ANY sleep last night and ended up spending some of my night laying next to the toilet. I wanted so badly to wake steve but I knew that there was nothing he could do for me so I didn't. So I am laying in bed trying my damnest to go back to sleep, I roll over and he kinda wakes up a bit to see if I'm ok, and ( Read more... )