Hello again,
When I got home from work today Steve wanted to talk to me. He wants to do anything to help my worries. I feel so bad that he is caught in the middle of all this. I'm also grateful that I have someone in my life that understands me so much. We agreed that we are going to stay away from his family for awhile. He also talked to his mom ( Read more... )

I'm sorry about all these negitive posts lately but this is what my life has turned to. It's a wonder how I even smile anymore. Today is just kinda like a blur for me. I got drunk last night and it helped so I didn't have bad dreams. Actually I don't even remember going to bed so I guess I got what I wanted. I can only imagine the dreams that await ( Read more... )