Caution...Sad news.
I have bad news.
Bentley died on Saturday December 1st @ 11:??pm. It was one of the saddest times in my life. I don't do too with death to begin with probably b/c my father is the only close person Ive ever had to deal with dying. And even that I just blocked out. We won't get into that now...
Anywho, I started to to smell this horrible smell all over Bentley and i told my mom that I was gonna take off his bandage and give him a bath. Well I tried. I tried to take off his bandage off but I could only take off half of it b/c his leg was all mushy and I could see bones. It was by far one of the most disgusting things that I have ever had to see. I don't understand b/c it was only on for not even a week and it had starting to dissinagrate. WTF maybe I should have changed it more. I feel like its all my fault.
So I knew that I had to do something soon. The vet said to just put warm soapy water on it....no thank you that wouldnt be enough for me or him. Christmas is coming up and we are actually gonna have a nice one considering all the money we have forked out for him these past 2 months. But it was either pay the tons of money to get his leg cut off or put him out of his misery. We wouldnt of even had enough to pay for it right now anyway but Steve said he would once again make it work but I had my mind set. I just kinda gave up. I feel like such a failure to him.
Steve couldnt go with me b/c of Anthony coming home so my mom and Matt drove me to the hospital. My was crying jus as hard as I was. I didnt leave his sight until it was over and thankfully my mom didnt either. I was shocked to see her cry b/c I had no idea that he meant that much to her.
He's in doggy heaven right now and Ive prayed for him every night so far. Thats all I can say now b/c if I write anymore I will cry....
Bentley died on Saturday December 1st @ 11:??pm. It was one of the saddest times in my life. I don't do too with death to begin with probably b/c my father is the only close person Ive ever had to deal with dying. And even that I just blocked out. We won't get into that now...
Anywho, I started to to smell this horrible smell all over Bentley and i told my mom that I was gonna take off his bandage and give him a bath. Well I tried. I tried to take off his bandage off but I could only take off half of it b/c his leg was all mushy and I could see bones. It was by far one of the most disgusting things that I have ever had to see. I don't understand b/c it was only on for not even a week and it had starting to dissinagrate. WTF maybe I should have changed it more. I feel like its all my fault.
So I knew that I had to do something soon. The vet said to just put warm soapy water on it....no thank you that wouldnt be enough for me or him. Christmas is coming up and we are actually gonna have a nice one considering all the money we have forked out for him these past 2 months. But it was either pay the tons of money to get his leg cut off or put him out of his misery. We wouldnt of even had enough to pay for it right now anyway but Steve said he would once again make it work but I had my mind set. I just kinda gave up. I feel like such a failure to him.
Steve couldnt go with me b/c of Anthony coming home so my mom and Matt drove me to the hospital. My was crying jus as hard as I was. I didnt leave his sight until it was over and thankfully my mom didnt either. I was shocked to see her cry b/c I had no idea that he meant that much to her.
He's in doggy heaven right now and Ive prayed for him every night so far. Thats all I can say now b/c if I write anymore I will cry....