Emotions....
Tonight steve and i were watching a movie. Every once and awhile I get a feeling inside of me that just overcomes me with fullfilled me. It an emotional experience that I dont get often but it makes me want to drop to my knees and just pray for thanks. I couldnt be happier in my life and what God has chosen to give me. im healthy and happy. what more could you ask for?
So then we were switching channels and we turned to music were there was a song that came on by Angie Lennox. It was called Sing. Although I didnt particularly like the song it was the video that got to me. It was about babies dying in South Africa of HIV and the woman there living with it. It was SOOOO sad I wanted to cry. Here I am feeling so happy about my life and how happy and healthy I am when there are children over there dying every min when they didnt do anything. They were born with this and have to suffer for the worlds punishment....
I told Steve I would love to go over there to experience whats there and I think it would be kind of a life changing experice, ya know? Well he said no theres too many deseases over there... I understand but i just feel bad about it. I want to grab all of those children in my hands and make them better...