Party.
So last night I went to a friends birthday party. Dancing, Food, Craziness... Normal teenager stuff. But while I was there [a wallflower I must admit]. I realized just how NOT apart of the crowd I am. Okay. I knew that I wasn't really up to date on new music and new dancing and new... just new stuff. But I had no idea just how... not in I really am. I mean. I listen to old music. Well. It's not old to me... anyway. I'm really into the 80's and stuff. Ya know? 80's metal and pop. Or even older. 70's stoner music like led zeppelin and pink floyd and janis joplin. I felt so out of place. And you know, looking back, I could've made myself more comfortable by jumping in there and having a good time. But I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I'm not really sure why. Maybe it was my lack of confidence. Or the fact that I'm not really that good of a dancer. But even then. I could've just jump in. Not cared what I looked like. But I didn't. And maybe its just as well. I still had fun. A lot of fun. Even if I wasn't in on all the action. I guess its just the way I am. I'm more of a wallflower. An observer of the action. I'm not really the type to jump right in. Still, I'm glad I went. It was fun to watch everyone act all crazy. Of course... all good things must come to an end. And that is another issue entirely. =/