it doesnt exsist.

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im in a mood. i want to go home and cuddle up with my new kitty, but i dont want to go home.
i dont know why. i just ordered a piece of chocolate cake at this little cafe and thats stupid since i was sick all day long. sigh.
im an idiot. today must be hate joyday. everyone seems to be doing it.
i need someone to cuddle me. and thats that. i feel like puke.