So,I get stuck late at work, get to thegirlfriends apartment at 11:15. I grab a slice of pizza, and use the laptop for fifteen minutes, grab a pillow and blanket to head upstairs to join the girl in bed. I realize I haven't showered yet, and work made me feel gross so I got up hopped in the shower, and two minutes later hell falls on me.
Apparently it's unacceptable to wind down after work, unacceptable to avoid sleeping in a day of grime, and unacceptable to avoid getting fired by staying late to finish my job -.which also means more pay.
best part, I get sent to sleep on the futon, after getting yelled at because I didn't head straight upstairs to bed after work.
This has felt like ten months of dating a female Tyler Durden. I'm curious as to why she refuses to leave me, since I've been so horrible since day 1, apparently in her eyes I make her feel that everything she does is wrong and everything I do is ok.... If that is the case, get the fuck out, it's not healthy and I can't see myself doing it so it's not changing. - when I try to leave to improve your life, why beg to keep me when I can't change.
Blah, I think I need this journal back... A lot of life stress going on, even outside of dramatic gf life.
Anyone out there still read this?
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