Hey everyone, so I haven't posted in a long time. Life got in the way.
A very belated thanks to
darkinuyoukai and
evercool for their birthday wishes. I really appreciated it. :)
Also while on the subject, an early happy birthday shout out to
oxygenlove because I know I'm not going to be around for it, haha.
Ever wonder if you were just deluding yourself into thinking that you couldn't have something, when there was an actual possibility that you could have it? But by the end of the day, it feels like it's not going to happen anyway.
Maybe I am deluding myself. Maybe it's better to not get my hopes up anyway, because I wouldn't want to disappoint myself. Again.
I'm so pathetic. I can't stop thinking about you. Falling for you is like setting myself up for disappointment. I must be a masochist for falling for you.