What have I done...
I haven't eatten anything since Saturday afternoon. I've barely gotten 6-8 hours of sleep over the past few days. I've been crying every day. I just spent the last hour sobbing, yelling, and screaming into the pillow she used to sleep on. I've missed her more in the past few days than I've missed anyone or anything ever. I'd do anything if she'd just take me back. I feel hopeless and helpless. I feel as though I want to lie down and die, just to make this end. I've never felt anything that hurt this bad. If I had the nerve, I might shoot myself in the head just to get her face out of my mind.
I've spent the past few days mourning what I had with Tiffany and trying to get her back. But she won't come back, she's moved on and is trying to find something with some other fucking guy. I don't think I can do it. It hurts so much, I'm afraid I can't bear this for much longer. I feel broken without her. My bed feels so cold and empty without her lying by my side.
God...if I knew this would happen, I would've appreciated it all so much more. I never would have let her lie in bed without my arms around her and I would've enjoyed those walks so much more. Here I go...I'm crying again. I feel sick and the room is starting to spin. I think I'm going to go lie down. Goodbye and goodnight.
I've spent the past few days mourning what I had with Tiffany and trying to get her back. But she won't come back, she's moved on and is trying to find something with some other fucking guy. I don't think I can do it. It hurts so much, I'm afraid I can't bear this for much longer. I feel broken without her. My bed feels so cold and empty without her lying by my side.
God...if I knew this would happen, I would've appreciated it all so much more. I never would have let her lie in bed without my arms around her and I would've enjoyed those walks so much more. Here I go...I'm crying again. I feel sick and the room is starting to spin. I think I'm going to go lie down. Goodbye and goodnight.